At least I can listen to music now - 6 September 2007

So long since I wrote, but at least l can listen to music now. Before there was always the danger of it tipping things over the edge. Sending you down into the depths. So better to avoid it, better not to listen. Better to stay safe and calm. The issue was not the type of music. Not only just the sombre tunes but also those that triggered memories. Memories of a life gone by. Lives gone by. The memories haven't gone. The memories are the same, It just seems possible now not to take a big fall. More just a stumble. But a stumble is worth the memory. So now I can listen. Listen and remember. Even the track that was playing as we left the road that fateful day. And I will always remember my wonderful boys.