Monday, 7 November 2005

When it gets worse - 7 November 2005

Yesterday evening it got a lot worse.

It’s worse when I start letting myself believe the truth of what has happened.

I feel alone and totally helpless - exposed, vulnerable. It gets so painful simply knowing there is nothing at all I can do to change what has happened.

It’s the same feeling I had when I was first told at the hospital.

It’s wanting to do something more than anything else ever in my life, whilst knowing I can’t.

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